Cynthia
Jeshua: Beloved beautiful one, how are you in this evening?
Cynthia: I’m great. Nice to see you (It is good to be seen this way) Well, it’s funny. As the mic was getting closer, I was feeling more and more nervous. And it’s funny because I haven’t been thinking about a question that I needed to ask or anything, and it kind of just hit me this afternoon…but it involves revealing a bit more of myself than I’m sometimes comfortable doing. So I’ve been there, done that in a whole different way this lifetime. I’ve picked some huge challenges and I think arrived here with a lot of that baggage and a lot of the fear and negative messages. And I don’t know why I chose to do it this way, but I know now that I did, and I tried to kill a lot of that pain with some drugs and alcohol. And I’ve spent many, many years recovering from the damage that that did as well, because it heaped on more and more baggage (Of course) And for what it’s worth, I celebrated twelve years of sobriety on Monday (Congratulations) so it’s been a really special week for me (Very good) Thank you. But it’s been a very interesting road doing this, and now that I’ve said that truth, I feel so much better (Very good) One of the people who has been really a touchstone for me in my recovery has been Mary Magdalene, because our society determined that she was a fallen woman and that she was redeemed by yourself from those things. Now, I don’t really believe she was a fallen woman and I don’t really believe she did a darn thing wrong. It’s just how we chose…
Cynthia: …seemed to think that it was the best way. But I was very fortunate to go two Christmases ago to Vezelay, France, where they say that’s where her bones are. And I know there’s a lot of disagreement about that, and it’s honestly not very important to me whether that’s true or not, because she was there anyway, you know. It really seems like a thousand years of people thinking that was true brought her there. And I had a very similar experience in Paris when I visited Notre Dame, and Mother Mary was there. It was really amazing, because they were doing renovation and there were Japanese tourists everywhere, and I was able to sit in this chair and she was there. So even though this feels very irreverent to me to ask this of you, I’m wondering if there’s anything they can pass on through you to me.
Jeshua: It is for you to know that truly they are with you always, and that my two Marys—Mother and wife, my mate, my soulmate, as all of you are my soulmates in truth…she was and is a very dear being, a very loving being. And as you have already said, she never did anything wrong. In truth, she knew my message. She knew my love. She knew the excitement of life that I was speaking of earlier. And because she felt that so strongly and was that so strongly, some of the men disciples had a resistance to her. It is very much as you have a bright light and you shine it in the dark corner. Sometimes you find a few cobwebs or dust, and some of the male disciples and some of the female disciples as well felt a bit of what you call the jealousy.
And so stories were written to put her down. But in truth, she was and is a very powerful being, a very loving being, because once you stand in your love, you are all power. So yes, she is in that space where you visited and she is in this space with you right now, for you carry her within your heart.
You found in the earlier years of this life a harshness in the world, and you tried to escape from it. And there was nothing to be judged about you for trying to escape from it, because you knew her love. You knew my mother’s love, and you know the love of the Christ and how good it can be. And when you did not find that in the earlier years, you turned to any kind of escape to get away from the harshness of the world. Then you came to the realization that you could not escape it. Better to deal with it and to see it as the miracle of life that it is.
You have certain flowers that bloom that ones say are most beautiful—the lilies of the field…ones hold those to be beautiful, and the roses perhaps. You have other flowers such as the cactus that is most beautiful, and yet ones do not cultivate it as much. And you are able now to see the beauty in everything, whether it be the most prized rose or if it be what is termed the weed. It has beauty, every bit of it.
And that is the way the world is, and you have come to a place of accepting it and saying, “Okay, that’s how it is, and I am in it, but not of it. It is of me, and I am okay with it. I will be and stand in my love, and I will be there with the ones I have loved and have known in what is understood to be another lifetime.” You knew in that lifetime my mother Mary. You embraced her; she embraced you. You knew my mate, the one known as Mary of Magdala. And you embraced her and she embraced you as sisters, true sisters of the heart. And in what you see linear time to be, the intervening years, there has been a sorrow, because you have missed the bodily presence. And you have wondered, because as seemingly more distance of time has come between what you have remembered, there has been a very heavy sorrow. Now in this lifetime you have recaptured the joy, and you know that they are with you. And they rejoice with you. Yeah! It is a very good place to be now.
Cynthia: It’s a wonderful place to be, and I’m glad to know them again.
Jeshua: Yes. And as was said earlier in this evening, always they have been with you. But you have had other things that you had to turn your attention to. And now you have come full circle, and you know that they are with you, and you are in love.
Cynthia: Thank you so much. I really appreciate it.
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