I have revoked all of my proposals.  I told him I am breaking up with him.  That just because he see’s me somewhere that he is, does not mean I want to talk to him.  If I ever do want to do so again, I’ll let him know.  He said to call him in a few weeks when I’m feeling better.  At this time I find that very unlikely.  Tempting because I feel like raging at him still, but unlikely. 

I am willing to be loved entirely, to be desired, respected, and loved by a man who is mature, physically, emotionally, and spiritually and who is available and ready to committ and be and have a life partner who comes first in his life.  Universe? Bring it on.