Everything having to do with The Ex continues to turn to shit. 

I was told yesterday that Jeshua (a channeled entity who says and who I believe is Jeshua ben Joseph, Jesus) wants to speak with me directly instead of through The Ex like last month (I did not atttend, he took Skanky Nasty Bitch instead).  I requested a private session with Jeshua (and Judi, his channeler) because I do not want my conversation to be public.  All monthly sessions are taped and sent out around the world as well as transcribed into text emails.  I wanted to have this conversation in a safe place so that I could talk about all that is going on with me and my feelings and my future path. I’ve just been told that Judi no longer gives private sessions.

Guess Jeshua will have to get the message to me some other way…  *sigh*

And me? I am done.  I am no longer interested in a friendship with The Ex.  No need to work hard on that since all the places I might have seen him have, in one way or another, been cut off, I no longer have to worry about it. it’s not like I trust him and what is a friendship without trust. It’s not like he’s mean, he’s not.  He just leaves important information out of conversations so there is a lot of confusion and flurry and ridiculousness.  He’s fine just the way he is and so am I. Best wishes to you Ex.

I’m free.  I am moving on in every way.

And yes, I have still learned some amazing lessons.  But next lesson Universe?  I am willing to hear it in a gentle, soft, loving way. I really don’t need my face pushed in like this. Really.