*whew*

The healing work that I began a few weeks ago got an extra boost last Wednesday from my reiki/acupuncture pal. Things are definitely flowing these days. There is still residual stuff hanging around but I feel so much better than I did. Today’s list:

• The scabs on my arms have healed and gone away which is matching the wounds on my heart. In the healing mode…
• I was sad on both Saturday and Sunday but only very briefly, progress.
• I was able to send and receive one final closing text message to The Ex and feel that every thing is done there but on a friendly note. I let him know that he is welcome any where I am. Any time.
• I was able to put a rose in Jean’s casket last night and be there for his children
• I have a job interview at 3:00pm today (whee!)
• Had a mini shopping spree this weekend, got some new sparkley shirts, replaced some old makeup
• Started reading Christ The Lord by Anne Rice this weekend. A fiction novel beginning when Yeshua’s family returns to Nazareth from Egypt. It’s going to be a very interesting read
• Invitation to Fires of Brighid on the 3rd. YES! (Yay! I got blue and white polka dot rubber boots on my shopping trip so that I won’t get cold wet feet as their rituals are outside at a stone circle and for the next 4 months circle might be squooshy)
• Played with my cats, got lots of purrs going
• Been making some changes to the Man List, updates and edits for clarity, getting it ready for a New Moon Love rit

I have decided that I’m just not getting as much healing time as I really need so this weekend I will be turning off the phone and doing a weekend of no TV or people, except perhaps at the store. Music will be allowed but only soothing healing music. My mother is calling 2-3 times a day, sometimes just to tell me what TV show sheis watching.  I know she is trying to be there for me but this is driving me crazy.  Will be checking in with my folks later this week and letting them know that I love them, that I am going offline for awhile, and not to worry.

The invitation to the Fires of Brighid makes this coming weekend possible. I was going to the circle on Saturday but I’m much more interested in attending a circle that is a fire ritual right now.  Rebirth here I come!

The family and friends spent last evening at the funeral home in vigil before closing Jean’s casket for its long journey home to Pouilly. I got to say my goodbyes which is always healing. He is happy now, watching over and protecting his family still.

Everything that was a loose end (that I know of) has been tied up.  I feel like I can move forward into my horitzons now.