Christine Kane – Being Real and Being Spiritual

I went back read a bunch of my recent posts and I see how all over the map I’ve been. One day I’m done, don’t want The Ex as a friend, the next I do. And you know what, I really do. Probably never again a see you once a week talk on the phone for hours friend but at least someone I can see at an event of some sort, smile, hug, and really mean it when I ask, “How are you doing?”  But it would be good to have more than that.

The part of me who doesn’t is the part of me that is still hurt. Major crying jag last night on the phone with my friend Jackie. Today I feel just fine.

I was thinking about my new friend Jackie and realized that my new cat, Lao Mao, actually came to me named Jackie. And hasn’t really taken to her new name at all. I think, in honor of my new and treasured friend Jackie, my new and treasured cat will continue to have that name as well. It suddenly fits very well. That cat has just won my heart. Jackie.