Right after I sent the letter I left the house to go to a noon meeting. Needed a meeting!
I opened the door and instantly about 30 pigeons, in a very loud manner, WHOOSHED right by me from left to right. Wow. It was intense. Very loud, the energy passing into my future in a hurry. Did something just speed up now that I’ve let go of a 30 year old fantasy?
I want to thank those of you who have written me in the comments and privately. I’m extremely grateful for your support and validation. It has been very difficult coming to this decision but I feel lighter, stronger, than I have in a long time. People who I trust and respect have really stepped up to the plate. Thank you, you know who you are. And thank you D. I trust you with my life and am so glad to have a friend who will always tell me the truth as he sees it, no people pleasing from you. A rare gift some days. You are my closest friend.
Let’s hope my new fruitful future is winging it’s way to me quickly.