Christmas Presence

I celebrate Christmas too.  Why not.  My family does and it matters not to me if it happens on the 21st (Winter Solstice) or the 24th (Dad’s birthday) or the 25th (originally Mithras’ birthday).  What it is all about for me is love.  And man, I’ve had it in abundance this year. It has been a very trying year, full of stumbles but also full of growth and the more I grow the better it gets and the better I handle the stumbles.

The issue with Mr. Furnace’s ex played out to its conclusion last Friday and things got back to normal.  We continue to create a solid foundation for our relationship based on love, common beliefs, and a range of other things. Neither Mr. Furnace and I have much money, especially not this year, and so it was all about the love.

I have had a blast this December making things for people I love, going to a lot of meetings, and man, the love has been coming back to me a thousand fold. Seriously.  If I had 2 friends last Christmas I have dozens this year. I’ve received a slew of yule cards with some really amazing notes in them. One white rose. Hugs. Wonderful lunches with friends after the noon meetings. It’s been very festive. As you know, I even decorated my home this year.

Mr. Furnace invited me to spend last evening with his closest friends. An honor on so many levels. I did not take it for granted that I would be included in anything of his usual activities. Oh my. We had a total blast. Man. Prime rib, crab, artichokes, appetisers, sugar, savory, a feast to behold. The energy of these folks was so warm, so loving, so generous. We had an absolutely fabulous time.  And then we went to Mr. Furance’s house.

Where he and I opened presents, ate leftovers, zoned out, a little massage, a lot of laughter.

I got home with the words “best christmas EVER as an adult” on my lips. Best. EVER.

And I just got invited to his parents house for dinner.  A surprise, total surprise. I figured he wasn’t ready for that but suddenly he is and I’m dressed and passing the minutes until it’s time to go.

Best. EVER.

I have a job interview on the 3rd for a job that would be a plum. A feather in my cap. The best job ever to put on my resume.  And somehow something is feeling very right.  I never thought I’d get the interview so have to say it’s an honor to be nominated but I just has this feeling.  Light your candles for me, this one matters and not just because I need employment. This one MATTERS. And yes, if I were to get it, it would have been worth the entire last 3 years.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!!

Love you all bunches and bunches and may your season be filled with lots more of that!!

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4 thoughts on “Christmas Presence

  1. late i know, i have been off line for the most part.. but anyhoo.. ***loves*** glad that you had a most excellent christmas.. yay.. i had a nice quiet one, and then realised that this comeing year is the year of the bunny.. thus spent a bunch of time staring at my lovely wall plark,(<— good grief how do you spell that??) and went.. wheee..

    *beams* and more **loves**

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