Bucky Duo Bed Pillow

After months of pain, neck pain, occipital pain, migraines, acupuncture, tears, neck rolls, pain meds, the works I bit the bullet and bought a Bucky Duo Bed Pillow.   Some things have worked for a little while, most didn’t work at all.  Last night I tried my buckwheat bolster and while it wasn’t great, there were some size problems, I knew I was on the right track.  Even so, I had to revert back to my regular pillow simply because the bolster wasn’t large enough to support my head AND neck.  And I was awake, AGAIN, at 5:30 in such pain I couldn’t get back to sleep.

Spoke with my acupuncturist and she suggested that because it’s waking me up that it must be a sleep or pillow issue.

I went out immediately and got the Duo pillow.  It is buckwheat hulls on one side and millet hulls on the other. The millet is very quiet, the buckwheat not so much. But they both adjust completely to whatever form I need.  Hollows here, mounds there.  I lay down for about an hour and while my lower neck and shoulders ache my occipital pain is mostly gone and so is the headache.  I think the lower neck and shoulder ache is most likely attributable to the release of tension as it filters down.

Still a lot of pain and tonight I’m going to take a pain pill (thank god for the refill) to take care of this last bit of pain and see how I feel in the morning.  I suspect I’m going to feel better than I have in a long time.

The pillow I’ve been using?  I bought last winter when I replaced all the bedding after The Breakup. And that pillow just wasn’t punching down or getting comfortable. Now that I think of it, I don’t think I’ve ever had a pillow that really worked for me.

The best thing?  This pillow isn’t likely to wear out or get hard and flat. Its’ going to last a very long time and since I sew, when the case wears out I can make another one. Yeah Baby.

Amy Wolf, Massage, Reiki, Soul Retrieval

A shamless plug for my friend and masseusse, Amy Wolf.  I’ve known Amy for years.  Her work is solid.  I had an amazing massage last week thanks to Amy. She uses her guides to help her during massage and reiki and not only did my physical body feel better but it helped get to 51% too.

If you live in the Seattle area, I can’t recommend Amy enough.

Westwood Healing Arts

Cancer this week

Your creed for the last three months of 2008 comes from Nikos Kazantzakis,writer of Zorba the Greek and the Last Temptation of Christ: “By believing passionately in something that still does not exist, we create it. The nonexistent is whatever we have not sufficiently desired.” Memorize this meme, Cancerian. Imprint it on your subconscious mind. Make it so much a part of you that it breathes as you breathe, and dreams as you dream. Allow it to turn you into a magician whose potent desire is as strong as the longings of ten normal people put together.

Working on it.  Oh yes, working on it.

I got a new contract signed on Monday and met with prospective clients yesterday.  They are considering the  proposal.  I noticed that the temp services at the university where I worked has applied for a job for me (who knew!) as a professional staff web master.  Might be a little over the top but we’ll see if I get called for an interview.

At least, with a little help from my friends and this new contract I will be able to pay October and November’s rent and car payments.  WHEW.

I’m really beginning to dig this working from home.  I’ve been working all morning in my pj’s and my favorite fuzzy wool socks. Had a little lunch, threw a load of laundry in, put up a couple squashes and corns as decoration. Going to do my nails, fingers and toes, as I’m going to a party for the 25th wedding anniversary of some friends and there is going to dancing. Fancy clothes requested.

I’ve got one design done for the new contract and need to start the second one.  Will probably work on it in pieces over the weekend, mostly in the creative part of my brain and then build on Mon and Tues.  I have discovered that I don’t particularly mind working on evenings or weekends when there is nothing else going on as I can go take a nap, drive to the store, go see a friend for a few hours.  In fact I feel like I’m living much more of a life now than I did before.

The only thing that is falling a bit behind is my witch gown.  Probably work on that tomorrow and Sunday too.  As well as some evenings when it comes to sewing in the eyelets for lacing.

It’s become very clear to that I need to be very active in my visualizations now and in the future. Why? Because I’m starting to get attached to living like this and the thought of the alarm clock again on a regular daily basis, being at work before I even get up now, makes me cringe.  But some medical benefits would be nice.  If things start cooking along I might see about buying my own insurance.  Cuz I’m smitten.

Ever the Warrior

A little silly questionairre thingie… The truth is I’m pretty darned close to Cadfael.  Once a warrier now a healer.  Right now? I’m in between.

Your result for The Who Would You Be in 1400 AD Test…

The Lord

You scored 21% Cardinal, 51% Monk, 50% Lady, and 54% Knight!

You are of the intellectual breed and yet you are also very interested in war. You are of the aristocracy and head the cavalry a safe distance from the carnage of the front lines. You believe in defeating your enemy with not only might, but also wit.

You scored high as both the Monk and the Knight. You can try again to get a more precise description of either the Monk or the Knight, or you can be happy that you’re an individual.

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