Life is LIFE

Posted on April 1, 2011 by Cynthia

Dad is improving. Cantankerous old geezer, kicking nurses and swinging between sweet goodness and evil cranky pants. He must be getting better. He is understandable more than before and getting functionality back in his left leg. His left arm is another matter and I’m starting to get a little concerned about that. He’s diabetic and we don’t want him to lose that arm so circulation and exercising it are important.

Life is LIFE. Life is good. Love is grand and my favorite love EVER. The job is my favorite job EVER. Home life is going well, me and mum get along very well and there is lots of support between us.

Life is GOOD.

The Kind of Old I Want

Posted on March 24, 2011 by Cynthia

Don’t Worry If I’m Quiet

Posted on March 13, 2011 by Cynthia

I might even be VERY quiet. What with work and Mr. Furance and domestic things, I’m just busy but not productive in a way that brings about show and tell.

Dad had another stroke on Friday. This one was much worse. We don’t know when he’ll be home. While his face isn’t sagging his speech is noticeably slurred, his left side is not functioning well. Last night was bad for him, hallucinations, trying to get out of bed to go home, belligerence, very agitated and close to violence. My mother arrived at the hospital this morning to find her husband in restraints. They are moving him today to a place where he will be safer and not in danger of getting off the ward and out into the streets. Locked ward. Sedation. Oh dear and oh my.

Before I had not much to say and now I really don’t.

I think I’m going off to live in the moment. Love to you all and see you round when I’m around.

The Honey Years part deux

Posted on March 4, 2011 by Cynthia

Wow, the abundance is flowing. Sold the fox fur hat today out of the blue to someone who just happened upon my Stitch Witch Cottage website and wrote to see if I had anything for sale. I thought for sure the price would scare her off but she paid within the hour. I’m going to miss that hat but I never wear it and she latched on to the part about honoring the fox who gave it’s life for the collar I got at the thrift store so I know it’s going to the right place.

Got a huge bonus at work for doubling my expected launches for February (we all got bonuses for kicking some serious butt at work last month). I launched 7 websites from start to finish in 3 weeks. They asked for 4. I was told today that I will never lose my job there, that I would have to kill someone to be fired. I need to get 12 in March and from there on out it’s 15. They cut me slack for being new. 15 is doable if they have the clients for me.

I want to personally thank you for the great job you did this month. I am really impressed with how quickly you have come up to speed and the contributions you are making to the company. You always have a positive attitude and a smile on your face, and I really appreciate that. Keep up the great work.

I received that in my inbox yesterday from our Chief Operations Officer. A far cry from being fired and told I have a bad attitude, am incompetent, and lied on resume, huh? It wasn’t me but I did learn a lot about myself this past year, I have renewed my joyous self, I love what I do and who I do it for so that all helps. When your boss is crazy AND mean it’s hard to bring the smiles to the job.

My mom keeps saying nice things to me and every morning there is bacon or sausage to take with me on my walk to the bus to compliment my yogurt smoothies. My mom shows love with food and hey, I’m loving the bacon. I’m paying them back now and that helps a lot.

Mr. Furnace wants me to stop spending money. He’s right. But man, it just feels so good to finally have it again and have some freedom. He’s an ant, I’m a grasshopper. I still have some work to do on my personal growth so no worries, I’ll be around working on stuff for some time to come.