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About Cynthia

I am a textile artist, embroiderer, wood burner, costumer, painter, and weaver who sees magic and change in the chain stitch and a well done Palestrina knot. I wish I had more control over the ways of the human world but alas, all I can control are my actions and my attitude in life and the consistency of my stitches. And sometimes even that doesn’t pan out as hoped and I must rip rip rip.

Notes from the Verse

Would it be as much fun, if you never stopped laughing? If there were never any clouds? If you were never challenged? If you were never alone? If you never heard the whole truth when it hurt? If you always knew what would happen, what to do, and where to go?

Or would you be like, “Beam me down, Bro!”

Yep,
The Universe

Relish the quiet, enjoy the mysteries, and welcome the whole truth.

Now that’s what I’m talking about…

Shiny

Aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

And the lovely translucent irridescent pink nail polish I found in her basket?  Happened to be called Rosy Future.

Scrubbed until I gleam, lotioned until I glow, satiated…

And the Korean squid and veggie stirfry was heaven. The nap when I returned home? Divine.

Just saying.

Spa Day

I have been waiting for today.  There is a lovely, women only, Korean Spa close to my house.  Olympus Spa.  Not only is it gorgeous but it is totally reasonably priced.  And very little of that we’re so cool and hip and skinny shit.  This is where real women go to be pampered.  $35 gives a full day of their pools, saunas, and heated salt and mud rooms. 

Today is special.  Today I get the full body scrub, a manicure, and a facial.  The price of which includes the pools, mugwort bathes, etc…

I’m going to take this opportunity to visualize all the cares of last year washing away, along with the top layer of skin because those ladies take it all and swirl it down the drain.  No room for modesty, if it can be scrubbed, it’s gonna be scrubbed.  All the pain, angst, frustration, and anger are going to be banished with the soap.  As they moisturize all the joys, love, and contentment will be rubbed in and manifest my future days.

I’ve eaten almost no meat this week.  I’ve switched my diet, almost effortlessly, to a no mammals diet.  But I seem not to be craving even the chicken and seafood I allow myself.  Hummus and beans have been the protein of my diet, lots of veggies and fruit.  But it’s weird I simply haven’t wanted to eat much at all.  A friend who saw me on the 4th asked if I’d lost weight when she say me at a meeting yesterday.  I guess I probably have.  Which is good because I want to lose about 30 pounds. The amazing thing is I’m not really trying.  I’ve begun my stretching regime but my knees aren’t  quite ready for the long walk so I ready myself.  And again, the old year is passing away.

I leave in a few minutes.  I’ll come home a wet noodle. I will also be refreshed, rejuvenated.  A clean and open new vessel waiting to be filled with what I choose to manifest next.

Today is the first day of the rest of my life.