Countdown is shortened

They have decided to keep The Village Idiot. Which is absolutely no surprise and while it is too bad for the department, they really were in a jam. The Big Kahuni leaves for a year sabbatical in New York in September and to leave her fill in with the job of relacing TVI seemed like a cruel thing to do. So, he will stay just to keep there from being a gigantic gap. Edit: They have only decided not to have me work as a contract hourly in August. He could still be fired at any moment. Evidently he is in terribly hot water from his eval yesterday. One strains the mind to think he can really fix a thing in so little time. I look forward to the final decree. Jeez. Evidently his work plan was a bust including replacing me with a part time student. *smirk*

Which is good news for me in the sense that I no longer feel obligated to give to them. So I shortened my stay to the 18th instead of the 24th. Only four days and considering I gave them 5+ weeks notice, it’s still a generous move. But I am so frikking done. TVI? Has decided to take my last week off on vacation. He will not be here to get training from me or my assistant on the new newsletter cms he ordered. Why should I stay then? There is no point to staying if he isn’t here. I just love leaving him to figure it out on his own on the 28th when the newsletter ships the 29th. I hope it is a horrible death throe but I will not be here to watch. Muwahahahahahaha. He must be the stupidest man alive.

I realized the last few days and after a good chat with a dear friend, R, that I have simply had too much grieving going on in my life these past 7 months. While I was able to grieve the two cats I lost last December and January and I have moved on from the loss of Jean, I have not had the time to grieve the loss of Narcissus (the shithead, self-absorbed, juvenile ex, a little voice says he is no loss, good riddance, but loss it is, I gave my heart fully and must get it back) nor the loss of my first ever dream job.

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Witchy things about me

I saw this on Crafty Jewitch and thought it was a great idea. I’m too sensitive to talk about anything else right now.

A few witchy facts about me:

My Names: A Mystical ~

Mostly I use Cynthia. But I have used Rosemary Moss long ago and far away. And I have one that is circle bound.

Colorful Animal Totems / Spirit Guides / Mythic Totems

First and foremost, Stag. Then Crow, Spider, Snake (even though I have a true phobia, this one is still a guide), Rabbit, Mouse, Grasshopper…

Primary Dieties / Archetypes

In the order they came into my life…

Female: Hekate, Epona, Nemetona, Morrigan, Brighid, Vesta, Lady of the Wood, Mary M, Kuan Yin, Aphrodite.

Male: Herne, Cernunnos, Lord of the Hunt, Jeshua, Lugh

Broom closet

I am out of the broom closet with some folks. I don’t advertise, I wear a stealth pentagram (it has a triple moon covering it), it is something I share with folks who have earned my trust. But then there’s my blog. But only folks who know me or who are pagans/witches find my blog. The rest are still strangers.

I knew i was a witch when, at 9 or 10, I read Sybil Leek’s Diary of a Witch. It was almost 20 more years before I found other people like me.

Favorite Pagan holy day ~

Samhain hands down…

Divination ~

I collect Tarot and Oracle decks. I love the artwork and use it to inspire me all the time. But I only actually use one or two favorites for divination on a regular basis, the others as they call to me. DruidCraft Tarot and the Tao Oracle.

Gems ~

I have worn blue moonstones for as long as I can remember. That and amber.

Astrology ~

I am a Cancer with a Libra rising and a Gemini moon, four of my planets are in Leo including mercury, and Saturn is in Capricorn. (Now I get it I hear you say…)

Favorite botanicals ~

lavender, rosemary, blackberry, lilac,

Favorite oils

bergamot, vanilla, lavender, patchouli, rose

Favorite curios ~

spiral seashell, holey stone, antler handled curved bladed knife, fragrance burner

Sacred places I would like to see ~

Stonehenge, Glastonbury, boy that’s hard. Most places are spiritual to me so I’ll take any I can get…

The countdown commences…

13.5 days to go…

I had a pretty good 4th. I always spend time on the 4th with sober friends. Every year they go to the rez and get terribly illegal fireworks and this year was stupendous. As Pam says, we blow shit up. And so we do. Lots of good food, good conversation, a good time was had by all.

I had Saturday and Sunday all to myself. I bought a couple books with some of my birthday money from my folks, that was nice. Books I’ve been looking at for some time.

A Guide to Green Housekeeping
Ribbon Embroidery and Stumpwork
One Skein

I played with felt and faux suede, read, napped, gardened (albeit a shabby job, much work left to be done here), all in all a peaceful time. I did some cooking, some cleaning, some drooling over cookbooks.

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Wickman

NOT Wickerman. WICKMAN.  *smile*

I want to recommend a product that I’ve been using for years and firmly believe that anyone who uses lots of candles, needs one.  I’ve been meaning to recommend for some time now…

There are several tools but I find the candle tool the best.

Wickman Candle Tool

Litha Blessings

I live in a lovely city. Not only is it a beautiful place to live but we are an eclectic bunch. Per capita we have more newspaper readers, more red wine drinkers, and more coffee houses than anywhere else in the county. Last I read. Bleeding heart liberal tree hugging pagans at heart of it. Much of Seattle lives (except the silly corporate clones and wannabees) and I do mean LIVES for the Fremont Summer Solstice Parade. It is a total hoot. But everyone’s favorite part?

THE BUCKNAKED BICYCLISTS

This about says it all

To see the full frontals and other awesome pics, visit this fabulous pbase site from Damkader, Fremont Solstice Parade 2007