Don’t like what I write?  It’s best not to read it. Stalkers are pathetic.  Just saying…

May your next time here be better. We had our own Itchycoo Park and touched the sky many times in shades of green and purple and it really was all too beautiful. Never had a love like that before or since.  Best lover and best thinker, it’s rare to connect on that level with another being.  Too bad we killed it dead.  Here’s hoping I don’t have to wait for the next life for that again… I loved you even though you couldn’t love yourself. R.I.P. man.

Ta Da!

I am not 100% satisfied with the masthead but raring to go.  It might change, we’ll see.  The new demos are up along with a demo schedule and other info.  I plan on having the galleries finished this week.

I’m really struggling emotionally with the fact that my life is currently in limbo.  Powerless.  Powerless over people, places, and things. Always has been, always will be.  Of course the only thing we have true power over is our own reactions and actions.  What we do, how we chose to feel, those things we have to work with.  And lately I don’t have the energy for that. I do get little bursts of energy, hence the new tutorials.  But I’ve photos to complete the series and can’t seem to give a damn.  I’m trying to be willing to be willing.  And to be patient and have faith but I’m just this close to empty.

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The Date

Just no sparks.  I had a good time on the date, we went and saw Angels and Demons. The movie was good if it did glorify the Catholic Church and make them all good guys.  We agreed that we had a good time, that we would do it again but neither of us has called the other.  Perhaps he’s waiting.  I know I am.  Tis cool.  I’ve got plenty going on in my not much going on life.

Jobs

Sparks.  Had a great interview this morning. The job would be a piece of cake, I’ve done this work before for another grad program. The people are nice, she loves my resume (completely nails this job), and we have a lot of folks in common who can give me good references.  So I wait for a second interview, which I’m certain I’ll get.  Next week?  Nothing is moving quickly but it is moving.

Crafts

Sparks.  Working on the pouch, the embroidery is complete.  Will work on the pouch construction in the next couple days as it’s cooling down here in the Pacific Northwest thank goodness.  The embroidery is gorgeous if I do say so myself. I took photos of the stitches and the process.  Now, photos of the construction process.

General Stuff

Sparks but sparks I could have gone without.  Amazon lost my 13 page book wishlist which really pisses me off.  OMG.  That was a huge bummer.  Accidentally lost my gmail address book too so having to rebuild both when I’m in the mood.

Sparks. Spending my time between home and my previous residence taking care of Miss Sophie the cool kitteh. Every other day I’m at the other one.  It’s nice because the bed is a queen instead of the twin I’m on and it’s a Tempurpedic so it’s sheer heaven.  Hi speed wireless, huge flat screen tv, top of the line bathroom, it’s pretty luxurious.  So tired of carpets, its nice to be on wood floors again too.

Sparks.  Working on a 4 piece element painting group.  4 5×5 panels, one for each element.  Each one will have a word as well as colors and motifs from my book of correspondences (You make your own lists of correspondences don’t you?  You should)  Inspire  Passion Feel Content    Air Fire Water Earth

Sparks.  Working on the design for my next wood burned box.  I’m going to transfer it to the wood tonight.

Summer time and the living is easy…