Stayin in the flow

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I’ve had this feeling for some time that Beltaine would be a breakthrough for me.   Don’t know why, I just have.

I have been doing all I can to channel the stress that is my life into positive pursuits but some days have been really challenging.  I’m glad that Beltaine is this week and full moon is next week. Lots of magical opportunities.  I know the magic has been working because my health (aside from migraines) has been most excellent, family and self have been protected, etc.  This one thing has been eluding me.  It’s hard under these circumstances to always keep the faith and to trust that I will receive the wonderful job with wonderful people with wonderful pay and benefits at a wonderful location.  In times like these I’ve felt willing to do just about anything even something I knew I wouldn’t enjoy, just to pay for the car and insurance and food and the like. Continue reading →

Money woes and money flows

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Right?

Here’s hoping. Still haven’t won the big lottery but I did win $3 which translates to three free tickets. The big drawing is Friday. Beltaine. Lots of money magic going on over he’ah.

Called the attorney today and got his advice on how to handle the car. He says given the nature of my current payment arrangements with the creditor, it could be a couple months before they even notice I’m late. And since I’ve never been late, it’s best not to let them know and call attention to the situation. So. I have found a little more time to breathe.

Waiting for food stamps, do they mail them? I have no idea how this works.

Lots of job applications in, the local university is receiving American Recovery and Reinvestment Act (ARRA) funding in May and expects to be opening up a lot more positions. Crossing fingers and toes…

It’s a gloriously beautiful day here in the Pacific Northwest, going for a walk with a friend around our local Green Lake, had a great rit last night with the homies for Beltaine, raised some incredible energy (pow!), life is still good, still beautiful, still worth it all.

The Week in Cancer

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If His Holiness the Dalai Lama (like you, born under the sign of the Crab) had a Twitter account, I bet that this week he’d tweet something like this: “Nothing’s permanent and we should never be attached to anything, but wow! — the goodness rising up now may send ripples through eternity!” What he’d mean is that while reality is always in continual flux, and it’s wise not to cling obsessively to either its pleasures or sadnesses, the powerfully healing mojo that’s moving through Cancerians’ lives these days could have long-term positive consequences.

Here’s hoping. I’ve a got week before I force myself to decide on the car…