Oh, I had the bestest time I did.
We had a really wonderful drive north to the property. Chatted all the way. About all kinds of interesting things. About 5 miles before our destination we veered off and drove to the top of the ridge to see the view of the Puget Sound and the San Juan Islands. We saw a soaring eagle (the second one for me in two days) and heard the ravens, and on the side of the road, just a few feet from the car, we saw a deer. It started to walk away but I called out to it (animal guide) and he stopped and looked and wiggled his soft nose and shook his young antlers at us. Aaaaaah.
Well, Master, I’ve learned to be a grasshopper for one thing. I’ve learned that I need to play, that nose to the grindstone was killing me. I needed this 10 months off, stressful as it’s been, to just be with myself. To see how much I’ve grown, changed, since I began this journey. I’ve learned that I want balance. Part grasshopper, part ant, part wild woman, and all master. Yes, for the first time in my life I feel like the Master that Jeshua talks about. He says we’re all masters already. We just don’t see it. I see it now. And I’m going to toot my own horn on this. I’m going to give me my due. I’m going to own the fact that I’ve become far more than I ever hoped I would be. It brings tears to my eyes to realize the gifts I’ve been given that I didn’t even know I wanted.