Cancer for the Week

Sometimes it makes sense for you to be conservative and cautious and skeptical of novelty. A periodic immersion in the slow-motion approach helps you maintain a strong center of gravity and allows you to be true to yourself in the face of the pressure you get to be like everyone else. The past few weeks have been such a time for you, Cancerian. Soon, though, you’ll begin to feel urges to take some risks, instigate fresh trends, and express yourself with more daring and expansiveness. Are you game?

I think that’s a dare… Oh dear. ust got bitch slapped by the tail of end of Mercury Retrograde. *sigh* Not feeling very adventurous at the moment but I’m sure I’ll feel better by nightfall.

Geesh.

I am howerver looking forward to Saturday. Not the 4 hour photo shoot for an ungrateful client but the Witches Masquerade Ball. Oh yes! The dress is finished. I tried to take pictures but they were all crap so maybe I’ll get some good ones this weekend.

And remember? Micheal will be there. Had some very interesting discussions with my pendulum last night. I don’t believe it, I think it’s lying. But oh goodness, what if it wasn’t??? I can hardly wait to see what happens. If nothing else, there are going to friends there I know and friends I haven’t met and it should a lot of fun.

Oh! I didn’t tell you what my costume theme/character is. Since the dress is a pseudo historic gown I’m going to put a fetish necklace around my neck, some charms off my belt, make myself pale and drawn, and put a loose noose around my neck and rope bracelets. Since my hair is short and white I plan on attempting to make it look as thought it was hacked off as a punishment… I’m going as one of the dead Salem witches. I haven’t decided if I want to be Rebecca Nurse or Goody Good. Perhaps Bridget Bishop. She was the first to die and since Bridget is a name I go by sometimes, yes, maybe that is it. Gotta go find instructions on how to tie a noose. Kind of freaky in it’s own way…

Mmmm Comforting Autumn

Just had to make a casserole today.  The Kitchen Sink Casserole.  Or, more accurately, the What Do I Need to Use From the Fridge While It’s Still Good and Freeze Up for Later Casserole.

Bow tie pasta, two cans of mushroom soup (still the perennial favorite for white sauce casseroles, just don’t add any salt), chicken from the big beauty I roasted a few days ago, broccolini (quick fried in olive oil), a entire last of the season because there was a frost at the P-Patch zucchini grated, cheddar and jack cheeses, the last of the milk and oodles of garlic.

The M word? The one that gets the critters bounding into the kitchen?  Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

And when putting in the lovely rusty peachy mums into the front flower bed, I found this little friend.  Had to bring her in to take a photo.  She went back into the garden after these shots.  What a cutie…

I’m Moving

After much thought, I’ve decided to move.  I will be losing the lovely view out my living room window, no more hanging trees and birds and squirrels and the like. Miss Mitty and I will have to adjust. But I won’t miss the bizarre landlord.  And I do love my friend M.

A friend of mine who I’ve known for 13+ years has a lovely house.  She needs a housemate to cover expenses and to be there when she is out of town.  She has great kitty kat named Sophie who needs someone home while she is gone too.  M is out of town every other week on business and gone a great deal.  So she really does need someone. And that someone is going to be me.

The thing that put me over the top was the two extra rooms. One is an office that has built in shelving and would make a fabulous sewing studio and home office.  The other is an unfinished room that will eventually be a kitchen but I am envisioning a temple room for the time being.  We would share the kitchen and the laundry but aside from that the entire lower level would be mine.  The living room and bedroom are much bigger than what I have, freshly painted and much newer than my little place.  And there is tons of storage, something I don’t have at the moment.

I will be losing some charm for certain, no more pine wainscotting, and of course the wildlife, that part kind of breaks my heart.  There is a back yard with a nice patio but no trees. I will need to get busy, I’m sure M will go in on a sapling or two.

It will cost me a little more than what I’m paying now but not that much really. The rent is actually lower but the utilities are higher.  I really do need to get a part time job, this must happen but hey, if I don’t I’m going to have as much trouble paying the rent here as there and my friend won’t throw me out on the street if it came to that.  I’d be safe(er).

So.  I’ll begin packing right away and because it is currently empty I can start moving stuff over as I can.  Which means moving day itself should be pretty easy.

Moving day is November 15th.

Wow.

Books by my bed

It’s been this way for years. I have a couple of stacks of books next to my bed. On the nightstand, in the nightstand, on the floor. It’s a miracle I’ve never tripped over them on a midnight foray to the bathroom and broken my neck. Knock on wood.

Unless I get completely drawn in by a suspense potboiler which I can’t put down until I’m done, I usually am reading about 5 books at any given time with others on back burners to be pulled out when I’m ready for them again.

The Books At The Top Of The Stack

The Knitting Sutra: Craft as Spiritual PracticeSusan Gordon Lydon

I heard about this book from some one recently, probably someone on line (I remember now! Skyclad Crafting!). At any rate it arrived from the library and I started reading it last night. I just love a book that discusses the spiritual nature of artistic crafts. And when I discovered in the first few pages that the author was in recovery like me I got really interested. I was saddened this morning to discover that my new favorite author died in 2005 from cancer. But I’m going to read whatever I can get my hands on. Because this lady really understands the spiritual life of crafters. “If the devil makes work for idle hands, then could constantly busy hands entice angels to whisper in the knitter’s ear?” Oh yes. Yes indeed.

Spirits of the Sacred Grove: The World of a Druid PriestessEmma Restall Orr

At first glance at the Table of Contents you see the chapters laid out in the order of the Sabbats. They are even named for the sabbats. One might be tempted to assume it is yet another newbie book on, yeah, the sabbats.  And it is not.  Not in any way whatsoever. Each chapter is a discussion, a tale, a handbook.  She talks about her experiences living the sabbats, the things that changed her, inspired her, challenged her.  Well worth that look see.

The Rebirth of WitchcraftDoreen Valiente

I have been meaning to get my hands on this book for a very long time and when it practically jumped off the shelf at a local second hand bookstore I knew it was mine.  Basically it is not another book on the history of the craft per se.  It is but there is the difference between a biography and an autobiography. Doreen Valiente, Gerald Gardner’s one-time High Priestess, tells all.  A must read.  It keeps you in mirth and reverence and while she does talk about her experiences and disappointments with Gerald, she does it with fairness and notes that they mended their differences long before his death and were fast friends if no longer HPs and HP.  A must read for anyone interested in how things started.

People of the Earth: The New Pagans Speak OutEllen Evert Hopman and Lawrence Bond

A compendium of interviews with modern pagans of difference stripes.  Artists, Witches, Legal Eagles, influential all.  I’m a bit offended by the Frosts, still, really don’t like their tone and am sorry that they are the first interviewees in the Wicca section as I don’t believe they give a good representation of Wicca. They’d make most folks freak.  Too bad.  But there are many more to choose from.  All interesting, even the Frosts.  It’s good to know they’re out there in their way. What really blew me away the first time I got this book from the library (I really should buy it, it’s on amazon used for $0.47), was how many people I actually knew.  Back in the very early 90’s there was no internet. There were chat rooms and email lists and the alt.pagan bulletin boards and the like.  I belonged to as many as I could and through them met and “knew” and discussed much with the folks I found there.  Only to find out years later that I was talking with some of the forerunners, some of the important forerunners. You know what was most amazing about them? You would never know by their attitudes that they thought they were forerunners or important.  They just wanted to help.  Amazing.  And they put me to shame.  Back them, pre-sobriety, I was a bigger hot head than I am now. Scary huh?  And they still talk to me sometimes. Love this book. We have much to be grateful about.

Druidcraft: The magic of Wicca and DruidryPhillip Carr-Gomm

This book discusses the area where Wicca and Druidry meet.  All from the wonderful mind of Philip Carr-Gomm, a leader in the OBOD, The Order of Bards, Ovates and Druids.  Not far enough along to give a review but worth getting your hands on.

Dreams From My FatherBarack Obama

You want to learn something about the man who is going to be the next President of the United States?  Read his own writing. Find out about who he is.  Find out how it is that Barack came to “get it.”   I’d read something by John McCain, also a prolific writer, but it scares me too much.  I think I’d feel slimed.