Variety is the Spice of Life

Yesterday, as I was leaving campus in my car (I usually take the bus), this thought just popped into my head. I was listening to the Indigo Girls (had to after posting the video). Well perhaps not popped. I was thinking about the meme from yesterday and the lyrics to Closer to Fine. The part where they sing about the philosophy professor who had never seen a B-grade movie made the thought pop into my head. And given the way of thought and how spirit speaks to us it isn’t just a sentence I can type out. So this might get a bit long…

I was thinking about people who choose a specific path in their life and all their interests, all the things they do, all of them circle around that one specific path. And how small that path can be. It occurred to me that there have been times in my life when I have been ashamed that I was such a “late bloomer” *cough* alcoholic *cough* drug addict *cough*. That I don’t have very much to show for my life. I don’t own a home, until recently I drove a very old car, I have very little savings and only because my employer is keeping it for me. Money and time just slip through my fingers…

*BAM* (that was the thought that popped into my head, I see now it was a bam not a pop)

You have lived a very full, very diverse, very interesting life, you. You get to say Wow, let’s do it again!

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You have been a homeless drug addict, a stripper, a teller, a paperperson, Continue reading

Meme time

Astrological Sign? Cancer with Gemini moon and Libra rising.
Chinese Astrological Sign? Earth Pig
What are you currently setting your intention on or praying for? be the best me I can be
Who do you pray to? myself, everything, the source, the All and sometimes Hekate *wink*
Do you believe God created humans or humans evolved from primordial goo? who created the goo? that’s who
What is your mantra? be the best me I can be
Do you believe in Sin? Do you believe in Evil? not with a capital S or E. I think sin and evil are earth judgement concepts and don’t really exist in the All. Concepts like Sin and Evil keep us thinking we are all separate and that some are better than others and that is not true in my viewpoint.
What do you do when you see 11:11? smile. I like 080808 for the Olympics this year too. The rarer the better.
Do you believe in Angels? You bet. On Harleys. Seriously
Do you believe in God? If so, what does God look like to you? You. And me and them and the trees and the clouds and worms and the bigots and creeps and the flowers and the love the love the love
Is there an aspect of your religion/belief that you haven’t made up your mind about? uh, YEAH. Duh. My conception of things changes all the time. Sorry that was snarky but doesn’t yours?
Is there a religion that you don’t follow, but deeply respect or admire? pretty much all of them and yet none of them. I respect some of the teachings that inspired those religions but once something becomes a religion I think it loses its purity
Who has inspired you the most on your spiritual path? Sober alcoholics, the “dregs” of humanity finding their way to their spiritual center
In your opinion, what is the worst mistake we make, as a species? believing we are the only species of value, in fact that even members of our OWN species have no value. The great ME, the great I I I Them them them when it is Us Us Us. There is no separation. But then I don’t believe in mistakes either.
What is something you would like to believe, but don’t? I don’t think there is anything. I believe what I believe because it IS what I want to believe. Just like you
Do you believe in soul mates? yes but less on the romantic level (although they are there). I think that we have many soul mates and that we enter into agreements between lifetimes on how we will teach each other lessons. In many ways I think we are all soul mates, there is no separation.
Reincarnation or heaven? yes Heaven between incarnations and reincarnations, a place where you don’t pluck a harp but where you plot your next interesting life movie. And hang out with folks you haven’t seen for awhile
Best “ah ha!” moment/epiphany? I want to be alive (moment of clarity when I got sober)
Required spiritual reading? get your eyes out of the books and take a walk, talk to someone you don’t know
If you could pick, in your final moments, what would your last words be? Wow. catch you on the flip side! I wanna go again!
Advice for a lost soul? You aren’t lost, you’re exactly where you chose to be. Sorry. Wanna be somewhere else? Then be there. It sucked when I heard it too. Turned out to be true and didn’t hurt so much once I figured out how to do that.
A song that encapsulates your beliefs?

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That volunteer web project

OMG. What a crap fest. I keep telling myself it’s so I can be in the same arena with the Dalai Lama. That this is a worthy project. But my contact? Can’t communicate herself out of a paper bag. It’s just been a zoo, circus, nightmare, call it what you want, oh that’s right.

Crap Fest

I’ll be glad when this project is over.

I decided to spend some time hanging out with Joy Nash, video genius…

Her youtube website with most of her videos…

And Yet…

leaving the building and going for a short walk in the sun and shade of trees I felt joyous, so happy, to be alive… I am so lucky to work in a place that is so full of nature. Recently they tore out a bunch of cypress trees that weren’t doing very well. At first I was upset because I hate seeing plants destroyed. And yet as time passes the vista becomes familiar and I saw for the first time that what is right outside my office window is a lovely grove of trees. I would go so far as to say it might be safe for a late night ritual and I could park very close by.

The Grove

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Denny Hall

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This lovely shrub is very fragrant, like carnations, kind of cinnamony and sweet…

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Mitty napping

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War

I have to say something. Last week marked the 5th anniversary of the Terrorist Action of the US Against Iraq. And so many blogs that I consider to be progressive and right thinking and caring made me pretty angry. I can’t tell you how many pagan blogs I read that were just pissed off at the 4,000 dead U.S. soldiers. It IS a shocking number considering that we shouldn’t be at war at all. Truly it is. BUT…

There are over 90,000 dead Iraqi CITIZENS because of our aggression in Iraq. 90,000+ Why isnt’ that number sending us into apoplectic fits? Why didn’t anyone in the pagan blogs I read give the number that was really shocking? (some people are saying between 150,000 and 600,000 Iraqis have died)

The US was involved in Vietnam for almost 20 years (the actual fighting was 1965-73) and 58,193 US soldiers died. There are estimates that maybe 2,000,000 Vietnamese civilians died. Another ridiculous war where our young and theirs were killed for nothing.

I’m telling you that just makes me sick.

I’m just heartsick that we are hurtling into war with Iran. Just Sick.

The Druid Journal is talking about it.  Go Druids!

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