just saying….
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It is a daily challenge
to practice that compassion thing. Daily challenge. Just saying…
Hilarious if it wasn’t so frikking sad.
The boss just came by my office to tell me that he has decided to agree to the facilitated meeting but he wants to schedule it himself. He was visibly shaking, clearly totally pissed off, scared, repressing all of his feelings. I just smiled and said, great! Sure. Whatever you need to do. It didn’t matter to me who scheduled it. I suspect he’s planning on dialogue with the chosen intermediary to see if he can’t win her/him over. That he wants it to look like it is his idea and put himself in the best light he can. Not if you act like you just did Bub. Me smiling, agreeable, you acting like the jackass you are.
What is really astonishing is that he thinks he actually has a choice about the meeting. Go to the meeting or get fired is my guess. Har! He could have sent it in an email too. Cuz I? Would be perfectly happy not having to look at the face I have come to loath.
This person is my superior. Not. How awful it must be to live in his skin.
God’s Rottweiler
Last night when I got home from work I decided that I needed more than a meeting. I wasn’t in danger of drinking but I did need to do something.
I called on the powers of air to aid me. Using sound, scent, and voice, after casting a quick circle around my permanent altar, I told the negativity and stress to leave my life and when I felt that work was done I requested calm and peace to enter it. I made two promises to myself. That I will try very hard to take the highroad when in any communication with the boss and that I will do all I can not to engage when he sets the bait on the hook. Easier said than done but I’ve done this before and having a plan makes it easier to remember if I start to go there…
And the winds began to blow shortly afterwards. Last night as I was reading in bed before sleep I could hear the soft pitter patter of rain on the blackberry leaves outside my bedroom window. Aaaaah. That is one my favorite sounds ever in the whole wide world. That and the fallen and dry blackberry leaves rustling in the autumn winds. I love the sounds I hear outside my window when drifting off too sleep. Today the sky is blue with white puffy clouds and the chestnut tree blossoms are scenting the little park by my office in a heavenly aroma. And everything is better. Different and better.
I need some beauty in my life right now
I noticed the other day that the golden chain tree (Laburnum) is in bloom. I don’t know exactly what it is about this tree but it makes me so happy to see it in its full glory.
Ahhhhhhhhhhh
Tis muggy here today. Stifflingly muggy. Tonight it promises to rain and after the very high heat of this weekend that will be fine with me. Less on the water bill…
Friday I got some awesome support from folks at my 12 step meeting. Including a really nice hug from a guy who doesn’t usually say much. He said “you’re a good person and you’re handling this very well.” I really, really needed what I got Friday evening.
Saturday as I was walking across the parking lot on my way to silver smithing class a crow buzzed me. Continue reading
